An Invintation To
Reveal the Divine
An Invintation To
Reveal the Divine
Freely Received. Freely Given.
Introduction
This is the accurate account of my Divine Presence encounters.
Best enjoyed by suspending disbelief, like watching a movie.
Removing the human veil at the age of eleven, Divine presence revealed itself to me for the first time as a being of white-light. Similar to the near-death experience of leaving one’s body, I was pulled up out of my humanity, floating before unconditional love, when a seed was planted deep within my psyche as the voice of yearning… “Return to me.”
Months later, descending upon me as a shadow, the human veil returned, shielding me from direct communication with the light. Excruciating pain sent me into a dark downward spiral, plunging me into the depths of alcohol, drugs and the deceit of duality through high school.
In 1978, after six years of filling my life with adventures, the yearning to return welled up from within my empty soul, leading me to my first consciously sought Divine presence encounter. A few days later, the message:
“If you ask with all your heart, I will reveal myself to you.”
Proving itself true over ten times, this message has happened 100% of the time my genuine heart-felt desire to see the Divine rises up through my hierarchy of human desires until I can genuinely say, there is nothing I desire more than you.
But therein lies the rub. Sustaining this level for at least two weeks (my magical time frame) can be a monumental task. When not sustained, it never works.
But layers of human desires, emotional pains and false perceptions were obfuscating my view of Divine presence. By removing layer after layer, the encounters became more and more expansive including – revealing my human spirit, crossing the chasm of death and unveiling the holographic nature of the physical realm.
Over the decades around a dozen have sustained this desire long enough to experience the undeniable lifting of the human veil to experience Divine presence, each in their own personally crafted experience.
Marking my life from one Divine presence encounter to the next, I’m nearing the completion of my life, wishing to leave behind the record of my experiences, documenting an invitation to
Reveal the Divine
Robert “Bodhi” Bigelow
Divine presence is the message.
Please don’t confuse the message with the messenger.
If I hear with my ears, I’ll imagine.
If I see with my eyes, I’ll believe.
If I experience with my soul, I’ll know.
Life After Death
The emotional pain of loss of my girlfriend in 2016, led me to seeking the Divine just like my dad taught me. My humanity fell back on itself and the veil of humanity was lifted, leaving just the overwhelming presence of the divine within the spiritual realm.
After a few sessions with Bodhi, I felt the presence of my own soul for the first time. Just a glimpse, but wonderful. We became friends and after my mother passed another session freed me from the pain of loss and filled me with unconditional love.
Seeing Robert every few days going through his version of the 40-days in the wilderness in 2016, reflected his deep struggle and yearning to connect with the Divine. But when it actually happened, it was like he just returned from the center of the universe.