The Physical Realm
The Rio Grande Gorge
On January 1, 2011, I set my heart to have another white-light encounter while living in Taos, New Mexico. By now, this would have been my 8th profound spiritual experience.
My son Christopher, daughter Ashtyn and grandson Elijah and I began a spiritual journey through the Rockies, off and on for ten years. My life was wonderful and filled with love and adventure.
Everyday for five weeks, I meditated on my rock overlooking a 1,000 foot cliff in the Rio Grande Gorge, even in 5 degree weather. I loved it.
My life at the time was happy and content, so it was difficult to find the level of heart-felt motivation required for another spiritual experience. I kept pushing myself, asking for the desire to well up inside me. After weeks, it began to seem that I had lost the ability to connect with the Divine until one day I cried out with tears of longing…
“Where are you?” flowed from my mouth with intense longing.
“I am here.” rang through me with the deepest of vibrations.
Filling me with the presence of Divine Love again, my shadow (mask) was removed and I was released from the human construct. Divine energy emanated through every molecule, connecting me to all of it.
The physical transformed into a translucent holographic structure, no longer holding the staunch reality of density, but a projection of light. Large Fibonacci lines of energy, interwoven like fabric, were revealed as the sub-structure to the physical, creating the three dimensions of height, width and depth. Where the three lines intersected, discernible points formed, creating a referencing grid system or points of power.
The energy creating this system originated from another layer that was not shown to me but conveyed that ultimately the source is Divine energy.
Turning my head, the energy lines did not shift with my point of view, but remained fixed to the landscape. Looking behind me, I realized this was not just a vision within my head, but I was seeing behind the curtain into the system of physical creation.
My view widened, including the downtown square in Taos, 12 miles away. While I could still see the gorge in front of me, I also saw the cars and people walking around the square. I noticed the World Cup Cafe and relished in the memories of Elijah (grandson) and I enjoying chai and looking at maps of the world.
Human vision originates from a fixed single reference point, the eyes, we call this “Point of View”. The eyes are designed to capture light, usually reflecting off of objects, so if an object is around the corner, our eyes cannot capture the light. We call this visibility – the proximity and illumination of an object are required to see through the eyes.
Seeing through my soul, was fundamentally different. The point of view was not constrained by a geographical location nor illumination from the sun’s rays. The point of view could be alter by a single thought to zoom in or out and perceived from any direction or all directions at once.
Then I heard…
“With one Divine thought, all the minds of Taos could be made to see. This is what transforms mankind.”
Then I saw Taos, awakened to the Divine. Emotional pains and false perceptions transformed into love, leaving them with such peace and fulfillment, they became as one. The distribution of wealth equalized.
Conveyed through the energy of complete understanding and translated into the limitations of human language, Divine mind will not breach the sanctity of human consciousness with such ferocity against its desire.
But when the desire to merge with Divine ascends through the hierarchy of other human desires and sustains as the pinnacle of all desires, Divine removes the veil which allows the human to truly integrate with spirit.
Further widening the view to include the entire planet. I could see the other side of the earth at the same time I saw Taos and the gorge in front of me. Everything was visible at once, a phenomenon surpassing my understanding. Sight was not linear, nor was I seeing with my physical eyes. The Fibonacci curves were the life-force of the planet, sustaining its physical structure from a dimensional level below our ability to detect with physical instruments.
During any of my past 8 experiences prior to this one, the thought of asking questions never entered my mind. Filled with Divine presence leaves little room for the human oriented questions that lead us astray. Nevertheless, this next question weighed heavy on my heart.
“What stops me from experiencing this all the time?” I yearned with tears to hold onto, not the visions, but the all-fulfilling Divine presence.
I received an answer, immediately. It was like bingeing for days on a Netflix show of my life condensed down into one second. It became clear it all began during a near-death-like experience when I was eleven. Having been brought up into a white light of Divine Love, the unrelenting desire to return was set on my heart and became my motivation to dig into my human psyche to remove anything getting in the way of my return.
Trudging through the human dramas of my life, my spiritual experiences increased as each layer was removed until the desire to create a container to share my experiences with the world also grew.
Then, the answer to my question. “Three things.”
There are currently three things (human desires) that divert my attention away from seeking the presence of the Divine:
- The First Insight: how enamored I would be with the manipulation of the physical realm;
- The Second Insight: my deep desire for a woman to complete me;
- The Third Insight: my deep desire for financial independence and/or wealth.
1) Manipulating the physical realm:
After I was shown the holographic nature of the physical realm, it was now easy to see how manipulation of it by the Divine mind was as easy as a thought. But within me lies the human perspective that this is supernatural and therefore I would easily become enamored with it. I was shown the difference between God’s thoughts and mine and my thoughts briefly wandered back to my hitch-hiking days in the 70’s where I would sit on the side of the road and meditate and intend on the type of ride I wanted.
This first insight was immediately addressed at the Gorge… The day was overcast with thick clouds covering the entire sky. I sat in peace with my eyes closed when I heard the voice, “let there be light” and within sixty seconds the sun began to warm my face.
I opened my eyes and looked up to see that a hole had appeared in the clouds just above me. I remember vaguely thinking what a coincidence this was and closed my eyes again and heard “let there be darkness”. One minute later, the sun left my face and as I opened my eyes again, the hole was almost closed, it didn’t just move, it closed. I shut my eyes and again and “let there be light” rang out once more in a stronger tone. In a minute, the sun reappeared and I opened my eyes and watched the hole widen until the opening pushed back the clouds to form a ring around the edge of the entire Taos valley. I have no idea how long I sat and watched because time for me was standing still.
The thoughts of my mind were directed and carried the emotional demeanor with them that manipulation of the physical was as easy as thinking a thought and therefore no grandeur or sensationalism was experienced at that moment.
Then, a new thought with feelings of grandiosity was placed in my head, “How awesome! I can manipulate the physical realm.” Then I heard, “Of human mind, not mine”. The lesson and message was clear so I calmly moved on and gave the experience no more attention.